I've had a pretty serious crisis of faith lately. Christians just don’t seem any different than other people: uncommitted church members, highly realized ppl of other faiths, my own continuation in sin. What does it say about our god if we are no different than others.
Maybe it doesn't say anything. People of other faiths that are compassionate and true to their convictions are simply that- compassionate people who are true to their convictions. Just like there are Christians like that. And as much as I’d like to think that the spirit is making me different and special, I need to remember it’s just not about me.
Maybe the truest test of a religion is of its god, not its people. God, show ur miracles to the world through me.