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Are all religions essentially the same? Why is there suffering? Is Christianity really the only way to get to heaven? How do we know there is a god? Why do all the Christians I know act like everyone else? Is homosexuality wrong? Why do I feel nothing when I worship at church? These are some of the questions I'm trying to answer.
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STORY: The Birds Speak to Me
Sarachel was freezing as the mountain-pass wind and rain tried to strip her of her cloak. She had already ripped it when she had tripped off the cliff edge and slid half-way back down. She cursed the birds that had led her here. She thought back to how birds had guided her in her life. Her best guess was that birds were how the great creator spoke to her. Most of the time birds, showing up at pivotal moments, had just made her life harder. Was the creator simply a sadist? Tha
Sep 2015 min read
How Cursing the Fig Tree kind of rescued my faith
My anger started on Monday when I read the daily reading in which Jesus says "If you do not forgive others, God will not forgive you." (Matthew 6:14-15). I thought, the people who have been hurt the most probably have the hardest time forgiving. Why should they miss out on God forgiving them? Then I got mad when I read today's reading, which is in Mark, when Jesus curses the fig tree to never bear fruit again. I'm like, 'dang, Jesus I want to like you, but you sound like a gu
Sep 164 min read
STORY: A Father, Despite the Justice System
Zayn Mohammed folded up his prayer mat and tucked it between his bed and sidetable. He saw his laptop and froze. He bit his lip as scowled. Extra prayer never seemed to neuter these dirty impulses. He turned and slowly closed the window through which he could see the spire of the mosque. The echoing evening prayers had ended 30 minutes ago. He tucked his slippers underneath the bed and climbed under the covers. He looked back at the laptop and chewed on his lips. An hour and
Jul 214 min read
STORY: Long Obedience
"Are you Louis?" "Yessir. Avery?" "That's me," I said as I climbed into the back seat of the old gold Accord. I closed the door behind me and situated my suitcase on the old stained tan fabric beside me. But he still didn’t go, just holding the steering wheel with his head turned just far enough to see me in his periphery. I said, "Uh... we can go. Just catching a flight." He nodded and affirmed, "Mm hm." But we still didn't move. Louis looked to be a 20-something year old fe
May 318 min read


STORY: He Sings in the Presence of His Enemies
"We will crush your name." The scowling woman in a red power suit pointed at his face. "No one with the last name Romano will ever be hired in this city again." Claudio winced at her threats only slightly, and went back to looking mostly unbothered. So she threw at him: "Or in the entire nation!" A middle aged man across the boardroom table picked up where she left off. "Why would any sane lawyer ever tell a client that big that you--" He held up air quotes, "Don't align ethi
Apr 133 min read


STORY: He Still Made Me Eggs
They had been married for 24 years, raised two kids and worked through three dogs, two houses and four careers cummulatively. His fury had been growing to this moment for about 14 of those years. “Do you want to talk about what’s wrong?” Marjorie asked her husband cautiously in the kitchen. He held a half-cracked egg over a pan as he turned to her. In a low, flat tone he said, “I’m just pretty furious.” “Okay,” she said, with a tremor in her voice. “Do you wanna tell me why?”
Jan 115 min read
STORY: Scientist Married to His Faith
Steven Kelley finished reading his report to the nation at the press conference. "It's not ideal but if we do nothing. . ." He shifted and looked in vain for allies in the audience, "Well, we know the hospitalization rate has doubled each month since patient 0." He took a deep breath. "I will now take questions." "Sir!" a sharp male voice shot at him. "My source says the drug testing was not a full double blind study, and peer reviewers had concerns." Steven took a long drink
Jan 45 min read
POEM: Seize the normal day
Savor one last drench in bed. Tempt yourself with coffee if that helps. Now slide from the covers: 4, 3, 2, 1... GO! But do not linger supine as life ticks away, lest one paint stroke of this creative life be missed. Yes, do carve out new innovations and travel to try new curries. But do not neglect home, where you have wrapped yourself with opportunities to love your people. Flirt and kiss and joke, as a rule. Share a smile, such an easy win. Craft sustainable habits that wi
Jan 21 min read


STORY: He Comes and Goes Silently
At first I called the man scary. He had just walked past me outside of the QuikTrip. I flicked my cigarette at his heels. No one ever caught me. But he stopped, turned back to me and looked at me for a second. The scary part is the way he said what he said. "What do you want?" I said, "Keep moving, bitchboy." I always said something like this because everyone assumed I was homeless. But it was like the acidic words I used to push people away were raining down on an umbrella w
Dec 9, 202512 min read
These blogs have chronicled my spiritual journey. Every time I have struggled through something regarding my faith, and come to a creative answer, I've tried to write about it here. So I hope this can to answer some of those questions you are dealing with. May our struggles not be in vain. Please reach out if you want to chat about my unique journey and yours!
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